She breathes flesh to my bones
Friday, November 27, 2009
IM BACK BITCHES!
so apparently my iphone chose not to work in singapore....bloody hell.
but who the fuck cares im back baby!
5:17 AM
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
so i'll be
in singapore on friday the 27th november
and in the states on the 11th december
and back in singapore on the 5th january
and back to perth on the 12th january (not looking forward to that)
its all kinda sad, i know i should be happy but...im not. its very strange
i'll celebrate my 16th with just family, my mom, brother and aunt. that kinda sucks dont you think?
2:58 PM
exams are stressing me out.
2:56 PM
Monday, November 16, 2009
She paints a perfect picture,
She tells a flawless lie,
She sings a song of beauty,
A haunting lullaby.
Her lullaby will sooth you,
Her song will give you wings,
Her mournful voice will trap you,
Every time she sings.
Her song is one of sorrow,
A portrait of her life,
And those who hear are captured,
Haunted by her strife.
Her song will leave you crying,
She'll wipe away your tears,
But compassion is a falsehood,
Created over years.
Her song will penetrate you,
A knife straight through your heart,
The tune will plague your footsteps,
A seductive work of art.
Her song is one of anguish,
An image of your fate,
But you won't know her purpose,
Until it's far too late.
Her acid tears will burn you,
Her knives will slash your skin,
Her crimson blood will stain you,
Forgive you of your sin.
Her melody will slay you,
Her hymn will let you fly,
Her song is flawless sorrow,
Death's haunting lullaby.
5:22 PM
i just got back from my art exam. fuck it was difficult. i missed all the art theory lessons because i wasnt here the first half of the year. anyway im going to the shops later to get lunch and groceries with mommy, hopefully we'll stop by office works or something, i really need a black pen that works.
oh and my photobooth is missing! i'll have to dig up the back up disks and install the shit again.
guess what! i opened a new bottle of dessert wine! yay! its sooo pretty, its in a really skinny bottle and looks like light pink champagne! and it taste, oh so good.
hahaha so those are the fucking awesome people i hang out with in screwed up LJBC
if not for them i probably would have died long ago. love you girls!
10:52 AM
Sunday, November 8, 2009
every time i talk to you, i fall in love all over again.
2:12 AM
Friday, November 6, 2009
exams are in a week and im still skyping everyday.
haha so basically im gonna flunk all my exams except art and english. in my defense i shall say that i haven't been here so it is not my fault and i'll ace everything next year hahaha.
But seriously, next year i have to start studying, i must to university and it had better be a good one. i'll dance ballet professionally (hopefully in paris) and my back up will be marine biology. two extremes ahha how strange, and if i fail i really wont know what to do with myself...
honestly i dont know what i want to do, i came up with ballet and marine biology because everyone kept asking me what i wanted to do when i grew up.... its kinda sad that i dont know what to do with my life...
i've been sick the past week and im not getting any better. i really need to start sleeping early. i had a biology and physics test today, which i totally screwed up by the way. i really dont feel like im learning anything in class. i catch myself daydreaming during every single lesson, and im not even joking.
all the teachers here are so...hmmmm how do i put this in a nice way.... uhm "caring" so to speak. and i hate that. i dont want my teachers all up in my face and shit. jesus christ, whats the matter with them? is their lives really that boring that they have to come feed of mine? which is probably more boring then theirs at the moment. thats really pathetic...
lets see, my english teacher (he hates me) has called my mom 3 times already, 20-30 minutes EACH time.. hes a real arsehole. makes everything and i mean EVERYTHING into a big woooohaaa. Dont you just hate people who do that?
my science teachers have called my mom twice and she made me waste one bloody hour in science club staring at the clock.
my art teacher called her once to say i passed up some art theory thing late. my mom scolded me like crazy
my head of house teacher has called my mom once and made her come to the school to have a "meeting" with her. head of house told my mom i was with a very bad group and that their being expelled. which is, SO not true. (i love my friends)
and a few others have called i think but i dont remember what i did wrong.
and i really dont like blogging. because.... i dont like people knowing what im up to. im a very private person. so i might delete my blog. what do you guys think?
okay im gonna go try and take a nap, i literally feel dead.
BYE!
6:44 PM
Thursday, November 5, 2009
such a bitch.
11:35 PM
i really hate you right now.....
5:23 PM
you know what, i really cant take this shit any longer.....
5:16 PM
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
i need ideas!
10:36 PM
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
im sharing a room with my mom.... boooo
7:13 PM
Monday, November 2, 2009
charlotte had a halloween party saturday night ahah so i slept over. we didnt get drunk or anything(: haha next morning we woke up ate, changed into bikinis and went horse riding and motor bike riding, we were suppose to go swimming in the lake but it was OMFG freezing so we ended up just talking and stuff, then at about 3 or 4 we followed char's brother to the tattoo place thing and watched him get his tattoo(: haha i love charlotte!
6:00 PM
Sunday, November 1, 2009
im at charlottes!!!!
2:22 PM