And as the feeling grows
She breathes flesh to my bones
Saturday, September 26, 2009

HOLY COW that songs so insanely touching, cant believe it reminds you of me.

7:25 PM

Thursday, September 24, 2009









i know the pictures kinda suck but im using photo booth for god sake
oh and my my toilet is through that door you see ( refer to picture one)
i promise i'll take better ones when i get better.

9:45 PM


i have:

-the flu
-not attended school for the past two days
-not gotten my drama teacher fired. yet
-cleaned my room(:
-family coming to stay with us
-not painted my nails black or dark blue

9:32 PM

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

i got so pissed at my fucking drama teacher today, i swear i almost slapped her. But instead i just rolled my eyes, stood up and walked right out of her boring class then slammed the bloody door shut HA.HA.HA suck on that, bitch.

4:26 PM

Monday, September 21, 2009

i swear i've never loved someone as much as i love you.

8:41 PM


mommy!

7:37 PM


im on a very important mission, and that mission is.... to get my drama teacher FIRED MUAAHAHAHHAHAHA the world will be a much better place. mark my words, mark my words

4:24 PM

Sunday, September 20, 2009

OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD

10:28 PM

Saturday, September 19, 2009

im performing today!
no, im not dancing.
im acting!!!
wish me luck. haha
au revoir!


2:01 PM

Friday, September 18, 2009

i really really really wanna change my blog skin and make my blog private.

9:50 PM


dearest A,
i miss you so fucking much. i wish i could teleport to singapore, kidnap you and bring you back to australia with me. i dont want to be here alone...

7:21 PM

Thursday, September 17, 2009

I asked my english teacher if i could do the speech during lunch because im shit scared to speak infront of my class. he wastes 15 minutes lecturing me about how i must eventually talk infront of people, that they are no different from anyone else and that hes been in my position/situation before. well mr knowItAll have you ever been a tiny asian girl who moved to an anglo saxon country with much higher english standard(which is not the point because i understand whats going on in class)? have you? seriously? i thought not.

firstly your a tall, black and your a MALE. well duh we're different so dont come and tell me that you've been in my situation. Because you havent! argh this shit is so stupid a simple no you cant do it during lunch because it wouldnt be fair to the others would have worked fine but noooooooo you just had to get your 2 cents in. its more like a dollar since you talked so much. well whatever.

secondly, im new, i dont talk, i NEVER interput the class, i do my work to the best of my abilities, you TOLD me you'd make things as comfortable for me as possible and accommodate my needs. uh pretending to ask the class if everyone(meaning me) understands and STARING DIRECTLY at me DOES NOT make my feel comfortable, in fact i feel EXTREMELY UNCOMFORTABLE in your bloody boring class. so the least you could do is cut me some slack.

thirdly, i dont even want extra marks or an excellent grade, quite honestly i dont give a shit what grade i get. i just dont want to speak in front of this class because really i dont know them, what is SO HARD to understand? australia is CLEARLY NOT the same as singapore, DONT ask me stupid irrelevant questions.

and finally, you do not have to go overboard with the whole christian ed thing your so obviously using every chance you get to bitch about the Americans and the people who work for shell. NO ONE asked for your opinion your job is to simply advice us how to act (no one really cares by the way) and maybe you should stop and think a little, that uh i dunno maybe there are americans in your class?! that some peoples parents work for shell?! my whole family worked for shell im a third generation american shell kid. And please stop embarrassing yourself, we all know your black you dont need to remind us like every five minutes, WE KNOW WE CAN SEE PERFECTLY WELL.

besides i just wanted to know more people before i go up and make a total fool of myself, if i had to do this in queensway i'd do it in a heartbeat i wont even need to prepare because im so bloody comfortable with my classmates(by the way i miss you guys like hell)

WRITTEN BY ROBIN LIM.

4:52 PM





suck my dick suck my mother fucking dick, omg i cant get that song outta my head hahahahaha i love australian people!

3:51 PM

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

theres so much fucking food in the fucking house and im so bloody mother fucking hell hungry but i cant eat the fucking god damned food, because all the fucking cunt faced shit food apparently does not, bloody mother fucking hell belong to ,FUCKING HELL ME! WHY AM I STUCK IM THIS FUCK FEST. oh my fucking god i could go on swearing all day. fuck this shit.

and they say i have an eating disorder. SERIOUSLY FUCK I REPEAT FUCK! OFF!

3:48 PM


what the fuck makes that self centered irritating bastard so much better than me?
i hate you mommy.
i really hate you.


3:36 PM

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Coco Avant Chanel

11:42 PM

Friday, September 11, 2009

i sept late last night and i was dying through out school, i dont remember what i did in school either. no, it wasnt a productive day...at all

oh and A. i really miss you.

11:26 PM

Thursday, September 10, 2009




AHAHHAHA okay i was fucking down in the dumps just now, but after watching H's little video hahahahahah omfg i've been laughing ever since, hahaha awww how cute. now everyone thinks i've gone mental hahahah whatever, i dont give a bloody shit.

besides the fact that im wearing ballet shoes, that picture has nothing to do with ballet what so ever but for some strange reason really like it ahhahaha

5:56 PM

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

oh im currently in these classes:
English, extention math, biology, chemistry, physics, visual art, career awareness, drama and christian ed

i will be in these classes next year:
English 2A/2B, Math 2A/2B, biology 2A/2B, Chemistry 2A/2B, Visual Art 2A/2B, and i have one or two more which i forgot haha.

5:26 PM


besides the fucking awesome friends i've made in school. australia sucks, its nice for a holiday sorta thing but if you actually live here i swear, you.will.die of boredom.

i guess today was okay, we had 3 hours of drama, its so fucking retarded its not even funny, the teacher hates me sooooo much HAHAHHA what a bitch. she just doesnt get it, i dont give a damn if i fail drama i really really really do not give a shit, all her stupid monologues and changing clothes, her boring lessons, her stupid black trench coat, her big very oddly shaped sunglasses, the fact that she thinks she so great. god....how pretentious the bloody woman get. anyway im going to shower and take a much needed nap. oh and tomorrows free dress hahahahah what the fuck im i gonna wear?! all my clothes are still in the boxes.

5:12 PM

Sunday, September 6, 2009



i feel as though i merely exist instead of actually living, i doubt you guys comprehend what im trying to say or even know the difference between the two, simply because you, unlike myself, have a life and probably have never been in my situation and therefore this shit has never concerned you or crossed your minds.

well, let me enlighten you because i have nothing better to do. To exist means that you are here but not enjoying life, mere existence wont make a difference as you dont affect anyone or anything. Whereas living means that you're involved and cherishing every second of your life, enriching yourself with every aspect of life. so thats basically it.

Comprende?

i dont know why im writing all this stuff i dont think anyone really cares or read this. Anyway im going to shower and try to get some hell boring physics into my brain for tomorrows test. oh shit, i still have art.



3:56 PM


you know i really feel as if im on a different planet, a planet where people can actually die of boredom.

3:52 PM

Friday, September 4, 2009

i should not waste my time. i should not waste my time. i should not waste my time. So dont waste my bloody time.

11:23 PM


why doe shit like this always happen to me? seriously what the fuck have i done to deserve this?

10:09 PM

Thursday, September 3, 2009

oh god, i hate writing essays.

8:28 PM

Wednesday, September 2, 2009



















so thats my school uniform haha
i'll do the same once i get the summer ones, okay im off to yuki's.
au revoir!
leave a tag(:

4:43 PM