And as the feeling grows
She breathes flesh to my bones
Tuesday, October 13, 2009

I HATE PERTH SO FUCKING MUCH
screw this shit

why must you constantly compare my fucking attitude towards my fucking studies to your bloody attitude 30 fucking years ago, you dont even fucking know what school is like now, its been like what? 20?30? years since you went to school. so how the hell can you compare my horribly idiotic mad irritating bias evil racist contradicting teachers to your stupid teachers 20 years ago? HUH?! i thought the fact was rather obvious that THINGS HAVE FUCKING CHANGED! so stop pretending you know what its like to fucking hell be me. we are completely different people with completely different views.

i talk to my friends in singapore to much? i keep looking back? i make a fucking fuss? well, singaporeans arent the most welcoming people and its extremely hard to find singaporeans whom i can actually have fun with and trust. so of course when i find a few which i get along with. i never want to fucking lose them, common sense. my friends have helped me so fucking much. so fuck off and stop saying bad things about them, they are fucking good people and they mean alot to me. at least im not like you( you know what you've said and done) i look back, because my past was so much better than the fuck fest im in now. jesus christ. i thought that perth would be a good place to go to but i was wrong. i should have gone straight back to the states or stayed in singapore and transfer schools, how was i suppose to know that perth's so screw up. im not fucking blaming you, so stop saying you feel bad and you this and you that. the world doesnt revolve around you. if im making you feel so fucking bad then send me back to singapore, send me to a private school, overseas family school or that american school. but dont come and tell me that im making you feel bad. because im not going to sit here and pretend everything is fine and wonderful. i already keep so many things to myself, things that many people have told me to tell you. but i know that if i tell you, you'll just make a fucking massive whoohaa about it.

argh. i swear i could go on and on....

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