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Thursday, September 17, 2009
I asked my english teacher if i could do the speech during lunch because im shit scared to speak infront of my class. he wastes 15 minutes lecturing me about how i must eventually talk infront of people, that they are no different from anyone else and that hes been in my position/situation before. well mr knowItAll have you ever been a tiny asian girl who moved to an anglo saxon country with much higher english standard(which is not the point because i understand whats going on in class)? have you? seriously? i thought not. firstly your a tall, black and your a MALE. well duh we're different so dont come and tell me that you've been in my situation. Because you havent! argh this shit is so stupid a simple no you cant do it during lunch because it wouldnt be fair to the others would have worked fine but noooooooo you just had to get your 2 cents in. its more like a dollar since you talked so much. well whatever. secondly, im new, i dont talk, i NEVER interput the class, i do my work to the best of my abilities, you TOLD me you'd make things as comfortable for me as possible and accommodate my needs. uh pretending to ask the class if everyone(meaning me) understands and STARING DIRECTLY at me DOES NOT make my feel comfortable, in fact i feel EXTREMELY UNCOMFORTABLE in your bloody boring class. so the least you could do is cut me some slack. thirdly, i dont even want extra marks or an excellent grade, quite honestly i dont give a shit what grade i get. i just dont want to speak in front of this class because really i dont know them, what is SO HARD to understand? australia is CLEARLY NOT the same as singapore, DONT ask me stupid irrelevant questions. and finally, you do not have to go overboard with the whole christian ed thing your so obviously using every chance you get to bitch about the Americans and the people who work for shell. NO ONE asked for your opinion your job is to simply advice us how to act (no one really cares by the way) and maybe you should stop and think a little, that uh i dunno maybe there are americans in your class?! that some peoples parents work for shell?! my whole family worked for shell im a third generation american shell kid. And please stop embarrassing yourself, we all know your black you dont need to remind us like every five minutes, WE KNOW WE CAN SEE PERFECTLY WELL. besides i just wanted to know more people before i go up and make a total fool of myself, if i had to do this in queensway i'd do it in a heartbeat i wont even need to prepare because im so bloody comfortable with my classmates(by the way i miss you guys like hell) WRITTEN BY ROBIN LIM.
4:52 PM
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